Sometimes I love my job!!!!

Rewind...back to last week...

Me and my partner were sitting at the bottom of the sales standings, with a pittiful 15% of our $30,294.00 monthly quota on Jan 22nd.

Bottom of the barrell....the dirty...dirty bottom...

This week.....as the stress built and built, we really thought that we had no chance of hitting plan. It looked very grim this point, being the 29th of the month and closing only 3% more then the past week....

But alas!!!

In 2...yes! Count em' ...2 days!!! We pulled the biggest comeback ever seen, closing 101% of our full quota!!!

Thats over $24,000.00 in 2 days people!!! ( Average size deal being aprox $1500)

God damn it feels good!

But....it wouldn't have happened with out my partner Gilda and our good friends Giuliana & Ed.

We love you guys, and appreceate all you did to help us out!!

HORRAY FOR HITTING PLAN!!!

SOMETIMES I HATE MY JOB...

I SWEAR TO GOD!! IF ONE MORE PERSON ASKS ME ANY OF THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS...I'M GOING TO FRIGGING SNAP!!!

"WHATS GOING ON WITH YOUR NUMBERS THIS MONTH?"

"ARE YOU STRESSED OUT ABOUT THE SALES STANDINGS?"

"WHAT ARE YOU GOING DO DO ABOUT IT?"





TIC....TIC...TIC....



COMMON, I DARE YOU ASK ME.....JUST SEE WHAT HAPPENS!!!

What do YOU dream about??

I saw a movie this weekend about this guy who had it all. Good looking, CEO of a huge company, amazing house with expencive things in it.....

He would have these dreams....dreams that taunted him. Dreams about the real things he wanted like true love..but that he diddnt have..

I have dreams about things like that to...I have dreams that my childhood was as it should have been. I have dreams that I will enjoy the thought of having children one day, dreams that I will be comfortable with who I am around everybody. Dreams about being someone, someone important, with a respectable job title....

These dreams taunt me to no end....they taunt me because I am so scared that I will not be able to obtain any of this...and I know that the only thing preventing me is my own fear.

Im absolutly terrified of life, and I feel like I am making my bed with broken glass...only to have to lay in it later.

Introducing....

This is Laura. Shes broken her ankle playing soccer recently. Shes such a good person, I couldn't help but to wait hand and foot on her this weekend.
Get better soon Laura!! Only 5 more weeks to go!

A New Years Resolution...

Heres to good friends....

There are few people in my life that bring me the kind of joy that Tamara and Zak do....

The kind of fun that can only be had by people who's heads are in the same clouds.. and minds, in the same gutter.

The three of us had dinner last night and good times were had by all. We were laughing and being obnoxious, telling silly inside jokes and eating like we had never seen food before.

A magician came to our table and entertained them with his tricks.....while I played endlessly with the white bunny in his top hat. What a memorable dinner! I love when I get to have times like these with good friends, because it happens once in a blue moon. Everyone gets caught up in there own "stuff", bogged down by there stress, worry and routine.

It was like we were teenagers again, galavanting around causing rukus where ever we went. Gawd I miss being a teenager. Nothing mattered, and I knew everything about anything. Its refreshing to know that I have a few friends that can bring me back to that feeling, if only for an evening.

Yay! updated blogger!

Ruca's brush with death...

My day started as per the usual, dragging myself out of bed at 5:30am, showering, getting mt lunch ready. Everything was fine untill 1 min before I went out the door. My cat Ruca, started to cough up a hairball just as I was about to leave, so I put my things down and pat him on the back telling him it was ok (I allways do that when he gets one cause I feel so bad that hes feeling sick, so I comfort him) and the next thing I know he's keeled over, gone all stiff and isn't moving, I near flipped thinking he was dieing. I diddnt want to move him cause he diddnt get the hair ball out yet, and he was making this awfful noise. He tried to sit up but he fell over again to the other side all stiff. After about 30 seconds or so (witch is a long time in a moment like this)he finaly got it up and was brething very hard for about an hour, thats when I ran down to my dad, who was waiting to take me to the office, to tell him he was to go without me, I felt so bad leaving my poor little kitty boy there alone but I ran up super quick to be with him. He was still in the same spot, still breathing hard, Icalled the vet, but they werent open so I tore the house appart looking for the vets pager number for emergencys and off duty calls but I couldnt find it. I called them at 8 and they said they could only take him in at 2!!! I flipped! 2?!?!?! he could be realy sick and you wanna take him at 2!!! Anyway I had no choice so I sat with him in bed till then, he looked terrified and kept moaning, he seemed ok after about an hour and a half, he started meowing again and wantng to walk around a bit. The vet said he fainted and diddnt have a seisure, he fainted from lack of oxegyn while he was trying to get the hair up.Poor thing,must have been so scared. I told him it had never happened before, and I brought him the hairball to show him. It wasnt even that big. He gave him his new shots ($98 bucks worth of em') for rabies ect. and gave me a tube of a special flavored lubricant for Ruca to lick. Im suposed to put it on his paw so he will imideatly lick it off. He did,he loved the taste so it shouldnt be to hard to get him to eat it 3 times a week. God, I was so scared mum, I cryed cause I thought he was gonna die right there infront of me. It made me realize how much I really love him, and I would spend any amount of money to keep him well.