Wednesday, February 07, 2007

I woke up today...and couldn't see...




So Last night I had a really bad headache, so I went to bed in hopes it would go away.

Well it didn't. When I woke up today, at 3:00 am, I was in the most excruciating pain. It had turned into one of my famous violent migraines.

Completely debilitating and extremely painful. They started happening when I was 8, just after I got out of the hospital. I had Encephalitis, witch is the swelling of the brain. I had to learn how to do EVERYTHING again. Talking, eating walking....EVERYTHING.

Can you imagine what its like to have to go through that? I was even put back into the same grade, even though I had not maintained the same level of knowledge I once had. It was so difficult, I shouldn't have passed my classes, but they pushed me on so they didn't disturb my social development. MORONS!!

Since then, I get really bad headaches, but once and a while, I get the most brutal migraines. There so bad I cant move faster then a snails pace or it throbs even more from the movement, and it even effects my eyesight. I get these black, moving splotches in my sight, and I cant see well at all. I have to keep my eyes closed and be in a dark room to keep the pain down.


I have this prescription pill that I take and it usually helps get rid of it with in an hour, but it knocks me out so badly I cant stay up or work and I'm forced to sleep it off. This is the most frustrating thing to deal with. Not only does it feel like my eyes are being stabbed repeatedly with a rusty spike, but I am completely useless. I cant work, talk very much, or even move much.

I wish I could get a brain transplant.

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